Monday, May 21, 2012 Friday, May 18, 2012

They had lights inside their eyes, They had lights inside their eyes.


There is a lot to have faith in. There is also reasoning to run. There is a reason for the spilt tears against cold flooring, and the missing hand between your’s. I’ve continued to run, anything away from home is comforting. 
Except, Calgary is becoming pretty lonely now too. 
Everyone’s gone back to familiar territory with home-cooked meals with steam against window panes. 
Red Deer Wasn’t the Same. Everyone May be Home, But Holy shit I’ve never felt so detached from my friends. 
Vancouver.
Sounds Lovely. 
Sunday, April 1, 2012

Move Pen Move

It has been such an obscene month. I haven’t had a moment to process the suicide of my cousin. I feel like the world has fallen back into a place where I am still and everything is rushing forward beneath my feet. I’ve been in this haze before, and it’s becoming eerily comfortable. 

I’ve finally moved into my new place, its purple and adorable. However as I look around, its saddening the amount of furniture, pictures, and ornaments that either remind me of a deceased loved one or objects that I have inherited. 

As lovely as those things are, I would do anything to have my family back. This kind of nostalgia can only be hurting me. 

/sigh#sadpanda.

Sunday, March 18, 2012



I scraped my knees while I was praying
And found a demon in my safest haven
Seems like it’s getting harder to believe in anything

The tragedy it seems unending
I’m watching everyone I looked up to breaking, bending
We’re taking shortcuts and false solutions.

Sunday, March 11, 2012

(Source: evaskotta)

tuathamorrighan asked: Why do you smell?

balls deep, bro

Sunday, March 4, 2012

i just do not understand suicide. 

‘Butterflies’ you read to me, they all flew away.

Rest in peace Kent. I hope the pain that laid in your heart is now at rest. There are many questions that will never be answered, but we know you loved us and we love you.

To whom it may concern.

I understand if you guys are angry at me for not convincing the jury of his innocence. I understand why no one is talking to me. I hold partial responsibility of what the verdict came too. if you don’t blame me a little bit, you should. I’m so, so sorry.

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

I DON’T LOOK PREGNANT ANYMORE.

….So, After being diagnosed with Celiac and following a strict diet these past two weeks, 

I’ve dropped ten pounds.

Is this normal? O.o 

Saturday, February 11, 2012

My lease ends in April…

Annnyyonnnee in Calgary looking for a Roomie? or Will Be? 

Seriously…

fml. 

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Omm nom nom nom.

After Three long Years, 

I am Officially going Gluten Free. I’ve been diagnosed on and off by several docters with Celiac. I probably have the most obvious symptoms - and some of the most bizarre. 

I am so excited to be able to Eat and not be in Pain. 

Anyone Have Suggestions!?